LUCKY-Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

okay.... continuing my post from yesterday..
my mom was nagging..so yeah.. first of all, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN WEI YEN!! if you're reading this. =]
i highlighted it with purple. she likes this colour.. i think.. well that's what Ze told me.

some facts i know about WEI YEN .
she is a RED skirt in our school.. aherm.. she's not actually a skirt.. haha.. she's a prefect.. she joins the ed-board and debate.. she's a really nice person and same like any other 16-year-old who does gossips about guys and bla bla bla.. well i guess that's normal =p
she's also a bookworm. aherm. storybooks. hehe.. just like I-Lyn =p
but I-Lyn is more CORRUPTED Haha!

*she is so going to kill me*

moving on..erm.. what did i wanna say?? i can't remember.. was interrupted by my brother..
oh well..
forget it.. hmm~ gotta go de ler......byes
and

*HAPPY SWEEETTT SIXTEEN WEI YEN*

Part 1

i should be thankful that i am still alive, still have a shelter, still have good food and nice clothes to wear. i should be thankful i have fine body parts, a cell phone to use, a computer and a tv to entertain me. i should be thankful that i am not an orphan, or simply a person which has only few months to live. i should be thankful that i have emotions. i should be thankful that have my friends there for me. i should be thankful me. i should be thankful that i am able to write, to do so m i still have people to celebrate my birthdays withany things other people in this world cannot do. i should be thankful that i was blessed with a family, friends and people in my life. i should be thankful that i am not a person u will forget after meeting me yesterday. i should be thankful that there are still people who cares for me.. LOVES me.. concern about me. etc... i am sorry that i have negative thoughts all this while. but i never blame myself for thinking this way. know why? that is because, when a person is lonely, has got nothing to do, has gone through failures, and i mean real bad ones, could really really lose their self-confidence... so whenever u see someone having their bad times, please don't be like my mom who will surely say how stupid they are and etc.. lifes today cannot be compared with lifes yesterdays..that's because in different eras, we'll face different difficulties.. so to people who likes to say things like, u know ar, u all are so lucky nowadays, last time ar, we use to go through tougher times, worse LIFE than you are today.
take back your words. live life realistically please. as there are lots of things that people will go through..tougher than even back then.. though your times might be less fortunate, less luxury, but think again, the more luxury we are, the more competition, the more envy, the more whatsoever reasons.. and also, the 'kiasu' [scared lose]-direct translation from hokkien-we are.. if u people don't believe me, go and see georgians' magazine year 2007. they even do research on how kiasu we georgians are.. and boy, u will know when u see those answers they gave.. their ratings are, 10/10 mostly.. haha.. what to do...? we have to have this spirit in our blood.. or else, just get married and stop studying, don't need such high aimings in life anymore.. haha.. that's what my mom always says.... but its true though.. =]

Part 2

a part of me was thinking, hey, u're such a loser u know?
yes i know and i admit i am.. and how should i overcome this? avoiding my not-so-bright-self with others.. not mixing with people that i cared for? etc etc.. i am very as in VERY negative type of person....sigh..so, what should i be? a girl to always avoid people? i don't know...i am still thinking..trying to make decisions.. a new resolution for my form 5.. all i need is some courage from people around me.. but how are they gonna do it? i need some actions, some advice, some some words filled with confident for me to stay upstraight again..i am now like a wilting plant.. so someone, anyone, please pour down some water to moisture my almost dying body? just some drops will do.. just some dropss.... i am dying of this agony.. slowly dying.. i am too young to die.. so someone please? sigh.. enlighten me.. i am very vulnerable i guess..haha!
oh, working is fun.. except the tiring part and the part where i meet RUDE customers.. they can be really really selfish, no manners at times.. gosh i hate rude people.. =.='
i want to blog more after so long.. but too bad.. my mom wants to go out already..
so til next time =]
oh yea.. i was planning to do something.. hehe.. my friend that knows about this said that i am like gonna go away to a very far place and never comes back =.='
oh well.. tyll people.. thanks for the time reading this.. buhbyes! =]


HAPPY HOLIDAYS~!
Christmas is coming!! i am SO SO excited!! haha...like a kiddo eh? =]

hehe.. still having my wonders......which part of me should i be choosing?? O.O a huge question mark

i have a secret. but to some of them it's not a secret.. lol nvm.. =D

exams are coming up.. i'm sure everyone's tensed, having exam fever and so on.. but why oh WHY am i not afraid?? at all! gah, as usual, i will be the 'smartest' among all.. =] that's what my mom says and its so true though.. compare.. haihs.. whatever la.. hmm.. Pei Ying and I-lyn's birthday just ended! it was fun.. will upload some pictures sooon. =]
i love outing with them all.. so so nice!! i lovee my friends ler.. <3>
serious... =.='
without a lot of people and a lot of things i can die.. but, with some people and some things a i can die too. haha! swt me! =p
tomorrow's my darling KONG KONG's birthday! happy birthday Kong Kong! as if he would read this =.=' but oh well.. i lovee him a lot a lot.. hehe..
yesterday was my uncle's birthday.. the youngest one.. =p
i miss him though after he went to KL to further his studies.. his gf is sweet.. and pretty =]
i miss calling him 'tua pooi'
xD
he shall kill me if he sees this O.O
haha!
that's all i guess.. =]

Cyn-i wanna go ur hse!
Lyn-i wanna write ur book some more! =] memories. and also the preface stuff haven done yet.
sorry ya the other day super sleepy de so cant do.. ><
Ze- u still have band practice during hols???
Jing- dont let me see u and Mr. Teh in anywhere or i shall perli u teruk teruk! xD O=]
Rize- i miss u too de! =/
Carmen-u dont look like a Lohan =.='
Pei ying- i haven seen Narnia yet.. perhaps u should ask the person with super banyak CD. like ms KOH =] eh u go to that Nicole eh bday party? haha
Gor-when bowling? xD
Ah Hao-say wanna chia me when ar? =p
Eunice- are u single still or what? hmm~
Tze Ni- ur facebook's pic look like ur leg grew longer..xD
Phing- happy dating! ^^
myself-start studying...............=/

confusion.....................
haihs haihs haihs...
mood-less
exams...
homework....
blahs.
what am i saying?
CRAP.
chaos--

i am so tired today.. running here and there.. i bet some of my classmates too.. pity them.. i really hope the participants will appreciate our hard work. moreover, our darling HM brought forward the date.. that's like.. WT... !
whatever laaa..
don't think too much.. lol
well, let's see.. what to write ar? hmm i'm lost. =/
che! when are u coming back? tell me a specific date k? =]
jia you 4 Aked! we can do it! xD

gifts.

ahhh~
when did i last updated?
hmm..
went to Gurney today.. with Pei Ying and Ze Yin.. yes, to buy presents.. this month and starting of next month is when we all are BROKE. i am serious people.. and all close friends so...yeah...gifts..
everyone likes gifts don't they? but do they actually know why people give them? and the importance of gifts? it is the time when u show appreciation to people you love, care for, concern, sharing their part of life with you because they too, love u.
receiving and giving also meant, the quality. yes, i mean Quality. let me get this straight.. no matter what form the gift it is in.. it is still from the one u care.. u love.. etc etc.. so no matter what the content is.. it's the heart that counts.. and the best gift in life a friend can give u is not, quantities, nor expensive gadgets nor cool stuff, blah or wrappers by professionals etc.. its the time they spend making it.. the time they spend choosing it.. the time they spend planning it.. the time they spend keeping money starving themselves, etc just to get u that gorgeous dream dress of yours or whatever stuff.. to those materialistic receivers, you might feel that this thing is darn cheap.. ntg worthful.. but do u think that everyone is as rich as you? have as much time as u? they have nothing better to do? they purposely spare that last probably 15 bucks just to get u a good book u love so much.. could they have spent on something they like.. i had this experience once.. well probably few times.. cant find the thing that i want to buy.. feeling so miserable going home.. i mean, i don't want to be sad.. know why? cos i cant get the thing my friend like so much.. and to see them happy, i will be happy too.. i love to see many many presents pile up together and having smiling faces on everyone's face lighten up with pretty pretty smile of theirs and go, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ___________! like that! a sound of joy.. appreciation.. love.. remembering that very special day.. and my dear loyal readers, be faithful.. be true to yourself and your friend...


and yeah.. i would like to get straight on something..i don't tell u things is maybe because i don't tell anyone at all? it's not that i don't trust u.. but do u tell me everything? do u, keep things from me? the answer is we both know.. so don't feel sad.. its nothing.. nobody here is not doubting ur trust.. everyone loves u.. i love u too my dear friend..

and if things don't turn out the right way.. then find the right corner and U-turn again.. i'm sure it is not end of the world right? cheers! =]

every happening is a gift in disguise<3