exams.. =(

yeahh.. exams are coming soonnn.. sad isn't it? how i wish it could end faster! =( and i still have reports to write, folios to do, homework to be done, etc.. this is a tough year for everyone i must agree.. seeing everyone's life is so hectic and down and complicated..everyday.. happy moments are just getting lesser and lesser.. sighness.. holidays.. faster comee.. but then again.. not much of fun also la i guess.. to me, holidays nowadays is something normal for me.. nothing to be happy about or excited about.. =( my brain's getting more and more confused nowadays.. he's tensed up too i know... that's why i am trying to avoid bothering him so much.. but will it affect anything between us? only God knows i guess.. sigh.. things don't always go the way we want them to be i guess.. if we're meant to be.. then whatever is happening now or whatever he is thinking now won't affect us.. =] just wished and prayed to God that he is blessed with great health and may happiness will always stay with him..bless my fellow friends too.. taking exams.. haihs.. not much time to study and i can still sit here and blog.. keng? xD

-afraid to loose u
-wake up and face reality
-don't be afraid and be strong
-God bless all of you
-felt so tired
-need a long rest
-need to get away from my life for a short while and clear my mind
-need some air; suffocated
-mind is all tangled up
-you would be happy always
-knowing what is on your mind
-everyone would be happy
-war stops
-etc etc...


我爱你 xing ni bu yao li kai.. teng wo.. cos wo hui teng ni te.. =] <3

hyper! x p

today i felt like blogging.. its only 6.46pm and i am here sitting in front of the computer not getting my homework done but well, blogging.. haha.. i have so many things to say! lol. i felt i don't really blog about myself lately..well, practically not my problems or anything.. just that i don't want some people to feel hurt after reading my post.. but what is my main purpose of blogging?? is to get update with my life right? so why care what others' may think.. i don't backstab. if anybody do feel i do.. then go ahead and tell me.. i think i can take it.. =]
ahhh.. so fast.. another month passed..its gonna be the 25th again.. <3
i know alerize.. u love it when i put <3 right? xD <3 <3 <3 ^^
i guess i will blog again tonight about my life more kua.. maybe next time.. see my mood ..=] chaoz

sleepover in pei ying's house!

okay, today is the very FIRST time i sleepover in someone's house.. i know.. i am very kuai.. =p
so today is a memorable day! 19 April 2008! =]]

this is the so called 'cool' picture! =p

this is me promoting pei ying's printer..haha! too sien de..=p

this is two of my best friends! =p
i like this picture! *smiles*

[joy+excitement+hyperness]+ur words=souless

haha..i know it doesn't makes sense! =] i am going crazy.. yeahh.. i admit.. nevermind.. i really dont care about anything anymore.. i've had it with my life.. seriously.. some people are like 'uhhh' and still.. haihss... i know my post does not makes sense.. nevermind.. =.='
i guess i will stop blogging for a period of time already. i mean, what's the point?? like it helps.. maybe for some of us.. but not all.. so back to my old lifestyle! everything keeps quiet and wah lah!~ nothing happened.. even better.. i tell out also didnt change anything in my life.. so no need la.. =] tragedies and drama and chaos and God knows what else is coming up for me.. i guess this month's horoscope is really true.. it says that i better prepared myself to face more and more stress that will somehow lead to depression.. nothing can stop it from coming.. so.. oh well.. guess thats all.. see ya'

tag

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What are you craving now?


2. What was the last movie you've watched?
just like heaven.. i watched it again actually.. does that count?

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
umm.. none.. cos, i wouldn't want them to be stranded with me.

4. What are you most happy with now?
hmm~ i am luckier than 70% of the children around the globe?

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to be...erm...i dunno... i think i'll want everyone to be happy.. its so sad seeing them sad.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yeahh..

7. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
its because i find it interesting?

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
abo! life is short...so why must we be afraid.. its not a crime to love someone..

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
hmm~ helpful, kind and sweet

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
well, i wish i could be better.. for everyone.. and myself of course.

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
haha. i hate liars, wanna-be's and also pretenders..

12. What is your ambition?
to be.... i dont really know.. today i was asked by ze yin too..

13. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
depends on who i am finding faults with. *winks*

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
most important?? well, dont have.. everything that i treasure are equally important! Family, Friends and happiness(him)

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
haha.. u think??

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you
erm.. she is EMO xD

17. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
i would follow him/her and let other people worry about it. =]
haha.. call the ambulance ler..

18. What makes you different?
i am no different from others actually..

19. What am I eating now?
jellybeans.. =]

20. Why do I believe in fairy tales?
i believe in reality more.. fairy tales are sweet sometimes.. but it's not wrong to imagine at times..=]

i would tag....erm....i duno...lol...anyone feels like doing it just go ahead..=]

hmm, yesterday i went to my new add maths tuition.. the sir is a really awesome teacher! i am glad i have such an awesome teacher.. =]
one thing i hate about the tuition is......yeah, the girls from ***.. they're like super 'quiet'.. like they're outing or something.. =.='' terrible man.. but overall i guess it's ok.. =]
today i-lyn and guat phing gave me a necklace.. they bought it for me from malacca..or KL.. i dunno..haha! but still, how thoughtful of them.. oh yea and ze yin bought me something too! nice.. and it's green..=p thank u so muchie! go on a trip and still think of me and got me something.. *sniff sniff* xD now i am exaggerating.. =p
today i made a list of memorable things.. i scared that i can't remember them.. so i did.. =]] and i missed out some i reckon.. sure of it.. bad memories.. sigh~ must eat 'ginkgo' already.. xD
i want to buy a book and record everything inside! and put in some pictures too.. will do it when i got go out lar.. hehe.. i wish i had a camera.. on my own.. =( so that i can take all the memorable places.. and great people i've met throughout my whole life.. and keeping it.. hmm.. soon... hehe..i hope.. =]] and i think i must get a cdr-w and keep all my pictures inside.. or else later if my computer is taken to reformat, i am gonna break down and cry.. seriously... his computer already had it.. ze yin's also.. but luckily some of it she burnt them into 2cds earlier.. =]]
hmm~ i guess that's all for now.. relationships between my friends and i are ok in the mean time.. i hope and pray that we will remain and perhaps gets better! =]
mine and his is.....i dunno about it myself... ><> <3

doomed

dieeee......
i didn't touch any of my homework.. kuai le me?? =]
some more can online.. haha.. superb.. gonna go work like hell now.. =p
see ya!

loving him more and more each day..=]