this seriously gotta stop. or else my mind is gonna blow. yeahh.. i actually being a stalker! and i tried to stop stalking people.. but i just cant.. i told ze that i am one.. cause she said she is stalking people pulak.. but then, i cant help being one.. just too curious.. yet i wished i dint stalk in the first place.. seeing things that are hurtful and reading things that are hurtful is just so...........*speechless* sigh~ pictures do mean more than a thousand words.. its really true..i 100% agrees with it.. sometimes even words kills! plus pictures? like what the hell? haihs... nevermind that already. i've had it. sighness....
nothing much happened these few days.. i guess thats all for now.. reading people's blog can actually know that person more ya know.. its like, can know more things ler.. but sometimes not so clear.. at least better than not saying out mer.. its really suffering keeping everything inside.. please learn to say out.. maybe not to me.. but to anyone u feel like telling.. =]
or or doing something that can release your tension k.. go outing and etc.. i see something earlier.. some words that kills.. and i dont even know that particular person.. weird eh? but that person wrote something that has gotta do with some person i care about.. haha.. humans.. oh well.. nothing already i guess.. tata for now.. =]
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
babyface-everytime i close my eyes
Girl, it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait, yeah
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up its gates for me and you
(Chorus)
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cos I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too
Girl, I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains and it's no wonder
Sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I have found somebody like you
(Chorus)
To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really ought to know how much you mean to me
It's only right that you'll be in my life
Right here with me, oh baby, baby, yeah
(Chorus)
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait, yeah
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up its gates for me and you
(Chorus)
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the Lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself 'cos I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too
Girl, I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains and it's no wonder
Sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just a blessing that I have found somebody like you
(Chorus)
To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really ought to know how much you mean to me
It's only right that you'll be in my life
Right here with me, oh baby, baby, yeah
(Chorus)
its true my friend.
yup. its true alright. ze yin said something about communication.. the words spoken.. its very true.. i 100% agree with it.. people just don't realise it.. u know? its like.. somebody is saying about something and another person walked by and over heard the conversation and curious to know about it but then they're all like so secretive and act like nothing ever happened at all. damn. that hurts. and also, when someone is kinda down and all, someone else would just come by and say something which is really rude and didnt even think of that particular person's feelings.. u might hurt someone k.. why people just dont realise it? well, i dont blame those who dont. just saying whatever u want and dont care about other's feelings is like....poking a needle into their heart?? or worse still, stabbing it with a sharp knife... wont be so terrible kua.. hmmm~
and and, when that someone just shout at u or being rude to u, u would definitely feel hurt right? no matter u're in a good mood or what.. but still.. caring for others means alot to them. especially when that person is somebody close to you.. or or u care for them alot and etc... i can cry right at that moment wan k.. but of course wouldnt la.. its so embarrassing! keeping inside and let it all out at night lo.. its the best way.. i obviously dont want my mom to find out about anything anymore.. but that time i really cant stand it anymore.. i got slapped and hit and everything.. it hurts too when someone u love doing this to u yet they dont understand what u are feeling deep inside but just knowing how to put all the blame on you and thinking that they are right and not thinking at ur point of view.. its so sad u know?
so some advice to people reading this, would u please think of other's feelings before saying something or doing something? be more thoughtful as they will repay the same to u.. god bless..=]
still waiting for his message.. he said he would message me after off-lining.. but still.. none.. =(
its been an hour already.. its okay la.. maybe he is resting already? must think positive! ^^ i love u.
some people said there are girls chasing after him. is that true?? but i have faith in him. he will stand a chance.. at least one.. i know u still care.. =] <3
-nights-
and and, when that someone just shout at u or being rude to u, u would definitely feel hurt right? no matter u're in a good mood or what.. but still.. caring for others means alot to them. especially when that person is somebody close to you.. or or u care for them alot and etc... i can cry right at that moment wan k.. but of course wouldnt la.. its so embarrassing! keeping inside and let it all out at night lo.. its the best way.. i obviously dont want my mom to find out about anything anymore.. but that time i really cant stand it anymore.. i got slapped and hit and everything.. it hurts too when someone u love doing this to u yet they dont understand what u are feeling deep inside but just knowing how to put all the blame on you and thinking that they are right and not thinking at ur point of view.. its so sad u know?
so some advice to people reading this, would u please think of other's feelings before saying something or doing something? be more thoughtful as they will repay the same to u.. god bless..=]
still waiting for his message.. he said he would message me after off-lining.. but still.. none.. =(
its been an hour already.. its okay la.. maybe he is resting already? must think positive! ^^ i love u.
some people said there are girls chasing after him. is that true?? but i have faith in him. he will stand a chance.. at least one.. i know u still care.. =] <3
-nights-
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
weird
nowadays, i realise, ppl are having more and more problems.. i wonder why.. stupid demons.. gah..
well.. my fren has her own problems too.. sometimes ppl dint wanna say things out is because we afraid that we might hurt someone else's feelings or its hard to sound out or its hard to explain to ppl.. so i hope ppl would understand this.. its not i dun trust anyone or anything ler.. its nothing secretive anyway.. hmm~ its real complicating ler..
last night he remembered! was so so happy k.. if he's happy and healthy and smile always i would be too.. =]
lalala~
<3
well.. thats all i guess.. happpy birthday ariel! ^^ god bless..
well.. my fren has her own problems too.. sometimes ppl dint wanna say things out is because we afraid that we might hurt someone else's feelings or its hard to sound out or its hard to explain to ppl.. so i hope ppl would understand this.. its not i dun trust anyone or anything ler.. its nothing secretive anyway.. hmm~ its real complicating ler..
last night he remembered! was so so happy k.. if he's happy and healthy and smile always i would be too.. =]
lalala~
<3
well.. thats all i guess.. happpy birthday ariel! ^^ god bless..
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
lazy bumps
yes. i admit. i am getting lazier and lazier as days goes by.. i wonder why.. i must change this bad attitude already! would someone please threaten me?? oh god. this has gotta end if i wanna score well for my next exam.. and i pray to god that there's no more failing subjects for him.. i pray hard to you oh lord.. bless him.. =]
MPO is coming! but i aint going.. sigh~
so why must care wor.. haha! just now was telling cynthia how much i miss shopping! so we wanna go shopping this weekend when they're all in MPO.. hehe.. at least we're both doing smtg mer... and moral's folio due date is coming.. and also other assignments.. or shud i say.. work? xD nvm... lol.. and then.. what else?? nothing to say de ler.. and i'm glad i wished him already.. hehe.. and he remembered.. but no reply.. oh well.. time takes its toll right? so just gotta wait.. xD
still need to finish sejarah's latihan.. tmr she wanna see it.. hmmm..
-nights-
MPO is coming! but i aint going.. sigh~
so why must care wor.. haha! just now was telling cynthia how much i miss shopping! so we wanna go shopping this weekend when they're all in MPO.. hehe.. at least we're both doing smtg mer... and moral's folio due date is coming.. and also other assignments.. or shud i say.. work? xD nvm... lol.. and then.. what else?? nothing to say de ler.. and i'm glad i wished him already.. hehe.. and he remembered.. but no reply.. oh well.. time takes its toll right? so just gotta wait.. xD
still need to finish sejarah's latihan.. tmr she wanna see it.. hmmm..
-nights-
Sunday, March 23, 2008
flag day + bee stung day. ==
yesterday was so unlucky man.. i went to flag day and got stung by a bee.. sigh~ then around nine o'clock, we were tired and decided to sit beside gurney plaza.. hehe.. so early.. thats why the stalls not yet open.. but theres a group of aunties and uncles dancing! yeah. dancing.. lol.. they were awesome i tell you. they can actually remember every single step in just a few tries.. hehe.. cool huh? and they're doing 'line dancing'.. =] we all were so amazed by them so we stood up and dance with them too! haha! keng ler.. but then luckily not much people were there le.. =p or else paiseh ka beh si.. cause dunno how the step is.. hehe.. then around 9.30am they finished de.. then they walked towards out direction and donated some money to our tins! hahaha! so kind la.. then they say that we are VERY patient to sit and wait for their dance to finish. guess what? we didn't wait for them k.. we're just tired so we sat there.. and they were like, 'oh really?? so this is a bonus for u girls la is it?' haha! and we said, yeah! xD
so fun la.. then theres this uncle came and chat with us.. he is so friendly.. and we chatted for half an hour.. =p
around ten gurney plaza finally open the door.. =p
so we went in to find food! xD we were all so hungry k.. so we walked around wandering.. dunno what to eat yet.. hehe.. so we all decided to go up to chopper board since not all shops are opened yet. before getting up to the 4th floor, we all went to pdi for awhile.. it was my idea again.. =p
then went to eat.. hehe.. i ordered gong poh chicken rice and forgotten my teeth cannot chew.. ==' so of course la.. i finished the slowest.. haha.. jing, cyn and phing ate ice-cream and black pepper chicken rice.. pei ying didn't eat.. so i force her to share with me.. haha! pei ying u are way thinner than me! remember the nurse said u're UNDER weight?? xD (so eat more!)
let me see.. then we all wanna buy the same rubber band for our hair.. so we went to maggie T. and yeah end up didn't buy.. cause of me also.. =( then went to bella.. my idea again.. and saw his sister! she is so pretty! serious. =] she saw that i was peeping at her i think.. dunno la.. then we went down.. look around.. and pei ying went back de.. so left me, phing, cyn and jing lo.. walk walk then me and jing went back de.. go to HQ and give back the tin.. then later she went back.. leave me there alone.. then phing and cyn came pulak.. ken min fetch them to HQ from gurney.. so ma follow his car lo.. he fetched me to tuition.. then at night was suppose to go to Ignite.. due to some reasons, i didn't go.. so ma stay in my gramma's house lo.. then suddenly had high fever! felt so uncomfortable and weak.. how i wish he was by my side that time.. nevermind ler.. at least he showed he care.. and that very same day, he called me by my name TWICE. yeah, twice.. i felt so sad.. i dunno why.. but i do! first time was when i called him sobbing.. but kept quiet.. silently sobbing.. then later on is through message.. wonder what is wrong with me.. hmmm~ well.. forget it anyway.. went to the doctor.. after my gramma consoled my mom to bring me.. or else she said aiya no need la.. what kind of mother is this la? then went to check.. doctor says its kinda serious ler.. bee stung k.. 101 degrees he said.. my fever.. i think.. hmmm~ then finger swollen till now.. then gotta eat 4 medicine! eww~ haihs.. then put some sort of cream on my finger.. then went to bed.. hmmm~ still couldn't sleep after eating the medicine.. wonder why.. oh well.. i guess thats all for today.. 2days to go.. hmmm~ night night people! have a sweet dream..
-people says that loving someone is more suffering than being loved by someone [but i feel that vice versa is always the best..praying hard..<3-
so fun la.. then theres this uncle came and chat with us.. he is so friendly.. and we chatted for half an hour.. =p
around ten gurney plaza finally open the door.. =p
so we went in to find food! xD we were all so hungry k.. so we walked around wandering.. dunno what to eat yet.. hehe.. so we all decided to go up to chopper board since not all shops are opened yet. before getting up to the 4th floor, we all went to pdi for awhile.. it was my idea again.. =p
then went to eat.. hehe.. i ordered gong poh chicken rice and forgotten my teeth cannot chew.. ==' so of course la.. i finished the slowest.. haha.. jing, cyn and phing ate ice-cream and black pepper chicken rice.. pei ying didn't eat.. so i force her to share with me.. haha! pei ying u are way thinner than me! remember the nurse said u're UNDER weight?? xD (so eat more!)
let me see.. then we all wanna buy the same rubber band for our hair.. so we went to maggie T. and yeah end up didn't buy.. cause of me also.. =( then went to bella.. my idea again.. and saw his sister! she is so pretty! serious. =] she saw that i was peeping at her i think.. dunno la.. then we went down.. look around.. and pei ying went back de.. so left me, phing, cyn and jing lo.. walk walk then me and jing went back de.. go to HQ and give back the tin.. then later she went back.. leave me there alone.. then phing and cyn came pulak.. ken min fetch them to HQ from gurney.. so ma follow his car lo.. he fetched me to tuition.. then at night was suppose to go to Ignite.. due to some reasons, i didn't go.. so ma stay in my gramma's house lo.. then suddenly had high fever! felt so uncomfortable and weak.. how i wish he was by my side that time.. nevermind ler.. at least he showed he care.. and that very same day, he called me by my name TWICE. yeah, twice.. i felt so sad.. i dunno why.. but i do! first time was when i called him sobbing.. but kept quiet.. silently sobbing.. then later on is through message.. wonder what is wrong with me.. hmmm~ well.. forget it anyway.. went to the doctor.. after my gramma consoled my mom to bring me.. or else she said aiya no need la.. what kind of mother is this la? then went to check.. doctor says its kinda serious ler.. bee stung k.. 101 degrees he said.. my fever.. i think.. hmmm~ then finger swollen till now.. then gotta eat 4 medicine! eww~ haihs.. then put some sort of cream on my finger.. then went to bed.. hmmm~ still couldn't sleep after eating the medicine.. wonder why.. oh well.. i guess thats all for today.. 2days to go.. hmmm~ night night people! have a sweet dream..
-people says that loving someone is more suffering than being loved by someone [but i feel that vice versa is always the best..praying hard..<3-
Thursday, March 20, 2008
babe i love you!!
i felt so bad.. babe i love u so much..
i cant lose u..
so sorry for everything i've done..
i know its too late..
i didnt know..
how to tell u how i feel?
how to tell u that i was so sorry about what happened?
all i want to say is, i still love u alot.. and u know that..
i cant lose u..
so sorry for everything i've done..
i know its too late..
i didnt know..
how to tell u how i feel?
how to tell u that i was so sorry about what happened?
all i want to say is, i still love u alot.. and u know that..
hmm~
so, he went with C. ok la then.. sometimes felt so stupid.. why go think so much? tsk tsk.. but still.. right.. hmm.. my god i miss him like hell.. =p <3
just another day in.
right. i want to be in qb now.. haha.. due to some reasons.. but a apart of me is afraid to even be there.. what if i see him? what if he sees me? what am i gonna do? must i go alone? or with someone else? a guy? a girl? what if i see something i dun wanna see? will that be worse? i dunno why.. all the pictures are deleted. what did i do wrong again? or i didn't do a single thing?? my life.. full with question marks.. hmm.. i kept wondering~
what can i do babe?? are u mad? by not replying ?? i cant help it.. sorry for saying that.. saying something u duwan to hear? or u want to hear? or u have no more feelings?? do u still care?? i'm going mad seriously.. i can't help being curious! thats me.. lalala~ but then, i think again.. is this the reason that make our ending today?? like this? maybe huh? so..i'm just gonna give him the space he should have.. i can't practically tying him right.. haha.. so be it. oh no, homework unfinished. DEAD..
hmm~ guess thats all for today..
-5 more days. do u remember?-
<3
what can i do babe?? are u mad? by not replying ?? i cant help it.. sorry for saying that.. saying something u duwan to hear? or u want to hear? or u have no more feelings?? do u still care?? i'm going mad seriously.. i can't help being curious! thats me.. lalala~ but then, i think again.. is this the reason that make our ending today?? like this? maybe huh? so..i'm just gonna give him the space he should have.. i can't practically tying him right.. haha.. so be it. oh no, homework unfinished. DEAD..
hmm~ guess thats all for today..
-5 more days. do u remember?-
<3
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
dentist~ argh!
well well.. hmmm~ today is such a painful day for me.. xD
went to dentist appointment le.. tighten my braces today.. it was awfully painful.. ergh~
some more my teeth grows! xD wisdom tooth people says.. oh well.. guess i'm old de.. hehehe..
and after that i went back home.. straight away go to sleep to endure the pain.. while i was asleep, KH missed call me pulak..=.=' then i woke up.. it was 6.53pm already! and i have tuition at 7pm! hmm! then was rushing like hell.. xD then i was so late and when i reached time sir was like.. ha.. late de.. hehe.. xp
and yea, at school today.. nothing much happened.. i-lyn's dad birthday today.. so she made him a planner.. and have lots of pictures.. it was pretty nice.. she so free la.. hehe.. if my dad's birthday i wont go make such things de lo.. as if la he will appreciate.. hmm.. and after dentist appointment, my mom fetch me back.. couldn't eat.. so go home lo.. on the way home, pass alot of place.. reminds me of him.. pass the church he used to go to.. he told me before beside ymca there.. hehe.. dunno correct anot.. and etc.. i missed him so much.. more and more each day perhaps.. 6 more days to go~ hmmm~ so fast eh? so fast yet so slow.. so near yet so far.. distance doesn't exist in love anyway.. oh god.. what can i do?? to make him understand?? i want to let him know.. how sorry i was.. how much i want us to have a chance.. i guess he knew.. just that now is not the time yet.. but i will be patient.. as love is kind and patient.. x]
i'll give my all, tonight..
to have one kiss with u..
i'd risk my life..
to feel.. your body next to mine..
cause i cant go on..
living in the memory of our song
i'd give my all
for your love tonight.....
baby can you feel me
imagining i'm looking in your eyes
i can see you clearly
vividly emblazoned in my mind
and yet you're so far
like a distant star
i'm wishing on tonight...
-i miss u <3>
went to dentist appointment le.. tighten my braces today.. it was awfully painful.. ergh~
some more my teeth grows! xD wisdom tooth people says.. oh well.. guess i'm old de.. hehehe..
and after that i went back home.. straight away go to sleep to endure the pain.. while i was asleep, KH missed call me pulak..=.=' then i woke up.. it was 6.53pm already! and i have tuition at 7pm! hmm! then was rushing like hell.. xD then i was so late and when i reached time sir was like.. ha.. late de.. hehe.. xp
and yea, at school today.. nothing much happened.. i-lyn's dad birthday today.. so she made him a planner.. and have lots of pictures.. it was pretty nice.. she so free la.. hehe.. if my dad's birthday i wont go make such things de lo.. as if la he will appreciate.. hmm.. and after dentist appointment, my mom fetch me back.. couldn't eat.. so go home lo.. on the way home, pass alot of place.. reminds me of him.. pass the church he used to go to.. he told me before beside ymca there.. hehe.. dunno correct anot.. and etc.. i missed him so much.. more and more each day perhaps.. 6 more days to go~ hmmm~ so fast eh? so fast yet so slow.. so near yet so far.. distance doesn't exist in love anyway.. oh god.. what can i do?? to make him understand?? i want to let him know.. how sorry i was.. how much i want us to have a chance.. i guess he knew.. just that now is not the time yet.. but i will be patient.. as love is kind and patient.. x]
i'll give my all, tonight..
to have one kiss with u..
i'd risk my life..
to feel.. your body next to mine..
cause i cant go on..
living in the memory of our song
i'd give my all
for your love tonight.....
baby can you feel me
imagining i'm looking in your eyes
i can see you clearly
vividly emblazoned in my mind
and yet you're so far
like a distant star
i'm wishing on tonight...
-i miss u <3>
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
my first life story! xD
well, this is it i guess.. the blog of mine that can be viewed by people! xD
ahh~ so many things to say.. but where to start?? hmmm~
start with school today.. hehe.. during moral, we learned about 'kasih sayang' le..
cool right? i mean, our teacher ask, what is the difference between 'cinta' and 'sayang' ?
i know what is the difference but how to explain it? hmmm~
then my thoughts was changed from the question marks to him. yes. him. u guys that dunno me that well must be curious who is him anyway? he is a very special person to me.. though i knew him for less than a year, but he means alot to me.. i guess i must be more understanding, more mature, tolerate more, be more patient etc.. i dint know i was THAT bad till 'hole' told me.. another mysterious person eh? xD
i felt so guilty thinking of the way i treated him.. i want to turn back the clock.. and wish i appreciate him more back then.. but.. do i have a chance?? i don't want to bother him now.. so i guess i will only talk about it to him after his major exam.. so now i wish him all the best.. and pray for him every night.. thats the least i could do.. i wish he knew.. how i feel for him still.. no change in me.. hmmm~ i wrote a little something earlier.. it might be bad but.....oh well... i'm just gonna typed it out.. x]]
Day after day
as time pass away,
Is our love fading away?
Please don't ask IF it's fading away,
Cause my answer would definitely be NO WAY..
Now what I can do is to only pray
Pray and ask God for the upcoming day
Dear, please let my dream come true..
As you're the only one could make it come true..
As I will wait for the upcoming day! x]
What if tomorrow never comes?
Will u be by my side??
You said when you're about to die,
You hoped that I am the one holding your hand and dies..
What if I never get to see you again?
Would you come by and say your goodbye?
Or would you just walk away without looking back?
Would u come see me if I'm sick?
If yes, I would never wanna recover..
Would you call up when I need you?
If yes, I would hold onto my phone 24/7
I can't imagine my life without you..
All I want to say is, i miss you babe..
how was it how was it?? xD
i seriously missed him.. i regretted for all that I've done.. so now hoped that everything would be okay after his exam.. i wish he knew.. i changed alot de.. after all this.. i really do.. ><
today, in school.. she did it again! hurt my feelings abit.. i wonder why some people just would change just because to please their best friend.. i am not being specific here k.. just that i want to sound out how i feel.. sigh~ forget about that.. really sensitive issue here! heh.
i truly appreciate all my friends around.. no matter what wrong they've done.. or i've done.. we'll always learn to forgive and forget.. that is what i am so glad about us.. although we arent like one whole big gang anymore.. we still communicate well.. still strong with it.. just sometimes maybe some of us will feel left out or abandoned or something.. i feel bad for some of my friends whom felt it.. although they dint say it out, i can obviously see it through their expressions.. and maybe the other friend doing the wrong thing but they just dont realise it.. its okay though.. cause we always forgive and forget.. x]
sometimes when we feel like saying it out to them, we dunno how to sound out.. and even if we do.. both parties would be sad.. or even worse, leads to arguements! this is what i am afraid of most.. and then.. everyone would stop talking to each other de.. this is SAD..haihs..
anyway, here's another lousy poem.. xD
u might kick me in the ass
u might slap me on the face
u might shout til i cry
u might shoot me with your words
u might curse me to your heart
u might abandoned me all alone
u might ignore all my concern
u might be rude to me
u might even make me cry
u might blame me for certain matter
u might not care about me
u might never even call when you're far
u might messed up my most important date
u might hurt my feelings
u might backstabb me
u might hate me tonight
u might forget me tomorrow
no matter what it is
let's just learn to forgive and forget
or we all may live with regret.
love u all my dear friends! x]]
ahh~ so many things to say.. but where to start?? hmmm~
start with school today.. hehe.. during moral, we learned about 'kasih sayang' le..
cool right? i mean, our teacher ask, what is the difference between 'cinta' and 'sayang' ?
i know what is the difference but how to explain it? hmmm~
then my thoughts was changed from the question marks to him. yes. him. u guys that dunno me that well must be curious who is him anyway? he is a very special person to me.. though i knew him for less than a year, but he means alot to me.. i guess i must be more understanding, more mature, tolerate more, be more patient etc.. i dint know i was THAT bad till 'hole' told me.. another mysterious person eh? xD
i felt so guilty thinking of the way i treated him.. i want to turn back the clock.. and wish i appreciate him more back then.. but.. do i have a chance?? i don't want to bother him now.. so i guess i will only talk about it to him after his major exam.. so now i wish him all the best.. and pray for him every night.. thats the least i could do.. i wish he knew.. how i feel for him still.. no change in me.. hmmm~ i wrote a little something earlier.. it might be bad but.....oh well... i'm just gonna typed it out.. x]]
Day after day
as time pass away,
Is our love fading away?
Please don't ask IF it's fading away,
Cause my answer would definitely be NO WAY..
Now what I can do is to only pray
Pray and ask God for the upcoming day
Dear, please let my dream come true..
As you're the only one could make it come true..
As I will wait for the upcoming day! x]
What if tomorrow never comes?
Will u be by my side??
You said when you're about to die,
You hoped that I am the one holding your hand and dies..
What if I never get to see you again?
Would you come by and say your goodbye?
Or would you just walk away without looking back?
Would u come see me if I'm sick?
If yes, I would never wanna recover..
Would you call up when I need you?
If yes, I would hold onto my phone 24/7
I can't imagine my life without you..
All I want to say is, i miss you babe..
how was it how was it?? xD
i seriously missed him.. i regretted for all that I've done.. so now hoped that everything would be okay after his exam.. i wish he knew.. i changed alot de.. after all this.. i really do.. ><
today, in school.. she did it again! hurt my feelings abit.. i wonder why some people just would change just because to please their best friend.. i am not being specific here k.. just that i want to sound out how i feel.. sigh~ forget about that.. really sensitive issue here! heh.
i truly appreciate all my friends around.. no matter what wrong they've done.. or i've done.. we'll always learn to forgive and forget.. that is what i am so glad about us.. although we arent like one whole big gang anymore.. we still communicate well.. still strong with it.. just sometimes maybe some of us will feel left out or abandoned or something.. i feel bad for some of my friends whom felt it.. although they dint say it out, i can obviously see it through their expressions.. and maybe the other friend doing the wrong thing but they just dont realise it.. its okay though.. cause we always forgive and forget.. x]
sometimes when we feel like saying it out to them, we dunno how to sound out.. and even if we do.. both parties would be sad.. or even worse, leads to arguements! this is what i am afraid of most.. and then.. everyone would stop talking to each other de.. this is SAD..haihs..
anyway, here's another lousy poem.. xD
u might kick me in the ass
u might slap me on the face
u might shout til i cry
u might shoot me with your words
u might curse me to your heart
u might abandoned me all alone
u might ignore all my concern
u might be rude to me
u might even make me cry
u might blame me for certain matter
u might not care about me
u might never even call when you're far
u might messed up my most important date
u might hurt my feelings
u might backstabb me
u might hate me tonight
u might forget me tomorrow
no matter what it is
let's just learn to forgive and forget
or we all may live with regret.
love u all my dear friends! x]]
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