its true my friend.

yup. its true alright. ze yin said something about communication.. the words spoken.. its very true.. i 100% agree with it.. people just don't realise it.. u know? its like.. somebody is saying about something and another person walked by and over heard the conversation and curious to know about it but then they're all like so secretive and act like nothing ever happened at all. damn. that hurts. and also, when someone is kinda down and all, someone else would just come by and say something which is really rude and didnt even think of that particular person's feelings.. u might hurt someone k.. why people just dont realise it? well, i dont blame those who dont. just saying whatever u want and dont care about other's feelings is like....poking a needle into their heart?? or worse still, stabbing it with a sharp knife... wont be so terrible kua.. hmmm~
and and, when that someone just shout at u or being rude to u, u would definitely feel hurt right? no matter u're in a good mood or what.. but still.. caring for others means alot to them. especially when that person is somebody close to you.. or or u care for them alot and etc... i can cry right at that moment wan k.. but of course wouldnt la.. its so embarrassing! keeping inside and let it all out at night lo.. its the best way.. i obviously dont want my mom to find out about anything anymore.. but that time i really cant stand it anymore.. i got slapped and hit and everything.. it hurts too when someone u love doing this to u yet they dont understand what u are feeling deep inside but just knowing how to put all the blame on you and thinking that they are right and not thinking at ur point of view.. its so sad u know?
so some advice to people reading this, would u please think of other's feelings before saying something or doing something? be more thoughtful as they will repay the same to u.. god bless..=]

still waiting for his message.. he said he would message me after off-lining.. but still.. none.. =(
its been an hour already.. its okay la.. maybe he is resting already? must think positive! ^^ i love u.
some people said there are girls chasing after him. is that true?? but i have faith in him. he will stand a chance.. at least one.. i know u still care.. =] <3

-nights-