just another day in.

right. i want to be in qb now.. haha.. due to some reasons.. but a apart of me is afraid to even be there.. what if i see him? what if he sees me? what am i gonna do? must i go alone? or with someone else? a guy? a girl? what if i see something i dun wanna see? will that be worse? i dunno why.. all the pictures are deleted. what did i do wrong again? or i didn't do a single thing?? my life.. full with question marks.. hmm.. i kept wondering~
what can i do babe?? are u mad? by not replying ?? i cant help it.. sorry for saying that.. saying something u duwan to hear? or u want to hear? or u have no more feelings?? do u still care?? i'm going mad seriously.. i can't help being curious! thats me.. lalala~ but then, i think again.. is this the reason that make our ending today?? like this? maybe huh? so..i'm just gonna give him the space he should have.. i can't practically tying him right.. haha.. so be it. oh no, homework unfinished. DEAD..
hmm~ guess thats all for today..

-5 more days. do u remember?-

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